exams are around the corner.
i had a somewhat nasty shock today when i asked stef if next week was swotvac, only to be informed that next week exams
begin *dies*
i'm so stressed that i have been eating ridiculously large amounts, and then after when i look at my work, it's so hard that feel like barfing.
i don't think that's healthy..
some days i get cranky. cos it's upsetting that nobody takes me seriously when i'm stressed, everyone says "you'll be fine, you got into com/law". oh if only. so many people don't know how i fluked my way in, but somehow nobody offers help anymore because evidently people who do comlaw are supposed to breeze through everything.
and i'm unmotivated, because i feel like i'm halfway on the road to failure already.
also, there's extra stress for my students. i really want them to do well! if only i could do the exam for them, but i don't know how to motivate them when they don't try either.
blah. lately i have had a strange urge to listen to backstreet boys LOL and james morrison. i love james morrison, i could sit in bed and listen to him all day crooning in the background whilst reading a book. some days i sit in my room and bellow at the top of my lungs to 'i want it that way'
LOL. signs of losing it.
oh God, i can't wait till exams are over.
