currently listening: stolen by dashboard confessional.
it's surprisingly good considering i'm not a huge dashboard fan.
anyhoo. 1.50am, as usual i'm not asleep even though i've been trying hard to make myself sleepy. maybe all i have to do is crawl into bed. but lately when i close my eyes, thoughts overwhelm me and i become lost in all the things that i push to the back of my mind day to day, but haunt me at night. no matter how i try to push them away, they come back larger than life.
and no, i don't have any problems right now.. i'm just referring to alot of things happening now that have made me very reflective.
You watch the season pull up its own stage
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season
Fades away
you have stolen my heart.
im watching from a big big bubble, it feels like im floating above everyone else and everything and not really there, not really in the moment.
