my new love. ryo nishikido.
at the start of 1L of tears i was totally unattracted to him but as it went on, i am so touched by the character he plays that i like him now :p

<3

Tyra Xinni's Make Up Tips :]

i have finished!
ridiculously happy. almost forgotten what it feels like to kick back and have absolutely NOTHING nagging at the back of your mind :) feels pretty damn good, actually. i am determined to enjoy my freedom until 17th of december, when results are released and some drama happens and i shall be disowned for not getting into law.

anyway! so now i am back to revive my dying blog!

my room has been in desperate need of cleaning for too long. exam time had it cluttered with papers, books, etc etc.. didn't have time to clean up. each time i finished an exam i cleared stacks of past papers, notes and textbooks onto a growing pile in my room.. btw, the other day i made a feeble attempt at cleaning up, i lifted the pile to find some SQUIRMY thing hiding beneath.. needless to say, i screamed and backed away and left the pile lying there.

and you know the saying don't let the bedbugs bite? perfectly applicable to me, cos recently i suspect i have been sharing my bed with something that has been having a bloody good time biting me everywhere :( it got so itchy i had to sleep upstairs for a week.

6:49 PM) Charles - Rawr:	yea, seems like your room is in a mess !
(6:49 PM) xinni:
(6:49 PM) xinni:	it shall not be so after exams y'hear?
(6:49 PM) xinni:	in fact
(6:49 PM) xinni:	say one more thing about it and you will be recruited into the clean up team
(6:49 PM) Charles - Rawr:	liar.
(6:49 PM) Charles - Rawr:	You'll never keep it up, just like your supposed "diet"!
(6:50 PM) Charles - Rawr:	._. *takes back words*
(6:50 PM) Charles - Rawr:	LOL you need a team!!!!
(6:50 PM) xinni:	T_T THATS IT
(6:50 PM) xinni:	YOU'RE CLEANING UP.
(6:50 PM) xinni:	LOL
(6:50 PM) Charles - Rawr:	yea I'll be boredddd, I shall helppppppppppppppp
(6:50 PM) Charles - Rawr:	and find all these weird girly stuff...discarded dolls?
(6:50 PM) Charles - Rawr:	AND ALL YOUR TORTURE INSTRUMENTS
(6:51 PM) xinni:	._.
(6:51 PM) xinni:	LOL
(6:51 PM) xinni:	bsdm
(6:51 PM) xinni:	wait
(6:51 PM) xinni:	bdsm
(6:51 PM) Charles - Rawr:	LOL
(6:51 PM) Charles - Rawr:	you had to say it TWICE?
(6:51 PM) Charles - Rawr:	LOL
(6:51 PM) xinni:	-_- pft, these acronyms
(6:51 PM) xinni:	i got it wrong the first time
(6:51 PM) xinni:	=P
(6:51 PM) Charles - Rawr:	bdsm!
(6:51 PM) xinni:	david has volunteered -_-
(6:52 PM) Charles - Rawr:	oh, I didn't notice
(6:52 PM) xinni:	he wants to take home whatever i dont want
(6:52 PM) Charles - Rawr:	we all want to tentatively venture into the world of bdsm !
(6:52 PM) xinni:	though i cant imagine what he might do with the odd scrunchie and earring or something like that
(6:52 PM) xinni:	=P
(6:52 PM) Charles - Rawr:	well yea, he'd even take your dust -____-

anyhooo.. my clean up team arrived in the morn. and they did a very good job too..my room is so clean, it gleams..i see my bed and carpet and all these other surfaces i haven't seen for what seems like a long time.. they were very obliging indeed.
charlabelle wiped all the dusty surfaces down and rearranged all my makeup/lotions.
haydee got to the very tedious job of untangling a century's worth of earrings/necklaces/bracelets and the like..

but there's always time for a lil fun ;)
hayden was prancing around in these and forgot he had them on his head, and proceeded to have a conversation with my mom.. whose face was like o_0 when she saw him LOL

anyhow back to makeup!
step 1.
blot the oil! charles was indeed amazed by the wonders of clean & clear oil blot sheets.
charles : wowww ... WOOWWWW .. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!! (when he took off the sheet and saw his oil patch.) -.- LOL. hayden was grossed out by the amount of oil charles had.
notice something a lil' different?
LOL. frosty pink shade it is too.. i don't use it anymore =D pucker up charlabelle.
and then it was hayden's turn..
the before.
during. as you can see, he already has some blush on..
me: hayden.. trust meeeee don't blink!! i won't stab you in the eye
*haydens eyeballs are twitching furiously in their sockets*
AFTER! ta-daaa!!
my pretties.. emboldened and effeminate.. :P
and alas, their true sexual preference revealed. T_T

EDIT: NEANY WE MISS YOU :]

more posts soon! i expect life will be abit more interesting. i am going to karaoke today, and then staying over at gloria's with the girls. and then next week we shall have mau's farewelll, clifford's bday.. etc etc :]

take care all! yell out if you're still reading this. :)

and CONGRATS TO EVERYONE WHO'S FINISHED!!

gay.
i have no life.
ANGRY >:(

have been playing and replaying psych lectures but i have no idea where the heck the lecturer is up to. isn't that just dandy. i hope i don't fail, that would be seriously such a *&@#h -_- waste of my whole year. uni friend just told me that apparently 35% is all i need but i'm seriously beginning to doubt whether i can get 35% anymore ._.

anyway i decided photos are long overdue.
when i study i
draw melina LOL.

turned lesbian already, gloria's charm proved too sex to resist -_-
went to westfield with haydeee yesterday.
freaking sweltering. felt like i was burning. when poor hayden arrived, he looked like he was on the brink of keeling over ._.

visisted australian geographic for the first time! very cool shop. it looks boring on the outside but inside there are all sorts of awesome things like sea monkeys and DIY volcanoes and stuff.
bought some bubble paste and a mini tree :D
hayden dying ._.
remember these things? they're squishy and stuff.
guess who's who .. T_T
hayden grinning happily with the BEFORE tree.
magic water.. and a couple of hours later.. voila!
fluffy pink tree! looks like those mini - japanese cherry blossom trees. <3
shout out to janeanbean! how is ballliiiiii

ok back to psych.
GAY! >=(

God speaks!
7 "But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,
whose confidence is in him.

8 He will be like a tree planted by the water
that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
and never fails to bear fruit."

for the second time in the duration of vce, during the times when i have felt the most nervous, the most panicky, and the most desperate, God has given me this verse, the first time through Gloria, and again, when i came across in in Our Daily Bread.. just ..the day before spesh.

words fail to describe the wonder i feel whenever i am touched by God's personal words.

before my blog dies an official death.. i'm here to
1) wish MELINA a very happy 18th birthday! i just wanted to tell you.. i'm pregnant with your babies :( and they are all black.
first person i met in balwyn high. i remember she cornered me and waved her arms in my face and said ARE YOU THE NEW GIRL?!

i remember u getting really cut at fraser whenever u organised maccas day and he gave you crap about it LOL.

i remember you bagging me about not being able to say 'three'

i remember.. going to the park once, in year 10 and stopping by LEMONGRASS .. it was my first time *nods*

i remember chinese and mr yu. and how you guys crawled under the table.:)

remember u visiting me in hospital with jan and bena, and bena like broke her leg or something.

remember u and jack liang.

working together.. :D

dying each others' hairs at jan's.

and i remember stealing cupcakes from the canteen.

rolling down the hill.

'WHOS SHOUTING ME.. I KNOW SOMEONES SHOUTING ME!!'

badminton.

library sessions.

haircut in the toilets.

FOOD sessions.

yup. many good memories.. *cough* well whether u want to or not, we shall have to take up some sort of class next year together :)

on the bright side, you're no longer the cheapest person i know coz i think david surpasses your super-cheapness.

and just for today..i'll say it.. jimmy lin is ugly hot.


2) exam time is here but instead of studying like a crazy maniac i have instead been making many babies on facebook. if u have the application .. MAKE BABIES WITH ME!! :D
i have like 20 babies.. yes very fertile.

and i started playing icy tower LOL. stayed up to like 4 last night trying to get past 2000.

mehh. i've totally accepted that i'm not gonna do that well. byebye 99.95!

3) LOL i just logged into my school portal.. weee..
Attendance Summary
Type Date & Time
Absent
01/09/2007,5
Absent
8/09/2007,6
Absent
12/09/2007,2
Absent
19/09/2007,3
Absent
21/09/2007,5
Absent
09/10/2007,5
Absent
12/10/2007,6
Absent
15/10/2007,2
Absent
15/10/2007,3
Absent
15/10/2007,5

LOL i think the list goes on. but.. yesh. -_-