these past few days..
i've been hiding at home..
refusing to go to school coz i believe that if i stay home long enough, eventually those looming sacs and assignments will give up, stop bugging me and go away.

nuu.. ive been sick. BAD BAD flu. the combined efforts of stress/bad sleeping habits/awful eating habits have finally caught up with me, and it's bad

i barfed.
and then i proceeded to barf again. and again, and again, and again. i was a barfing machine.
that was so psychologically traumatising that i ate a whole bag of lollies after, thinking that i could still taste my barf in my mouth.
i feel like i'm drowing in snot.
my temperature shot up so high that my hair was all staticky and straight.
i've come to the conclusion that people look better when they're feverish, i mean, my cheeks were flushed, i had bright eyes and my hair was all straight and well behaved.
i've sneezed and blown my nose so much that my nose is peeling like a crumbley pastry. NOO MY SKIN!!
my throat is getting dryer and dryer and more and more phlegmy. i actually coughed out BLOOD.
SO EXCITING RIGHT! story of my life. blood came out when i coughed. melina says i sound like a man, zhen says a croaky old woman. i'm not sure which is better. but they are both equally unglamorous.
i downed like five pills today, hoping i would get better.

nope. =(
still feverish, coughing, and snotty. NOT barfing anymore though, which is a significant improvement.

i still have to trudge back to sch tomorrow, the walking germ that i am and do my eng outcome. followed by spec, followed by that psych assignment which i swear, i have no idea how to do (NEVER been so stumped in my life) and i am literally pulling nonsense from my rear and typing it out. i really look forward to getting my grade T_T

18 more days. *grits teeth* I WILL.. MAKE.. IT.. EVEN IF IT KILLS ME.

ooh.. thanks guys, those who smsed/called/and stuff :)