T_T i'm about to flop over and die of exhaustion.
today was a really full on day. woke up at normal school time for chinese tuition. finally, after so many weeks of holding a grudge at me, i don't think my chinese tutor's that angry with me anymore. we went through only one of the three essays that i managed to churn out, one a night for the past three nights. each one took me hours, and by the time i finished my eyes were crossing. at least they're out of the way, and between the tutor and i we've prepared the questions for the first aspect of my detailed study. hooray (:
at lunchtime we were playing cheat. it was gonna be my turn, and i had no card to put down, and obviously i was gonna lie, but i'm such a bad conscious liar that when i was about to put my card down i knocked over a can of coke on the cards -.- damnit lol
uni is the biggest waste of time for me. my 1 hour research participation turned out to be 5 mins long, and i ended up going to a tute earlier than my normal one with a friend from my last tutorial. the tutor today was one of those crazy people who smile all the time. my friend muttered disaparagingly 'crazy. smile for 2 hours' lol anyway, that meant i had an hour to kill before the lecture. dragged my friend to the union house to buy (guess what.?) chocolate and went to the bailieu library. plonked up and down the stairs many times in vain to find
the principles of writing in psychology by one mr. T R Smythe.
i gave up and went downstairs to plead with the information desk woman, who happened to roll her eyes at me and tell me in her rolley indian accent to check the returns room.
anyway, i finally found someone to help me, thank God. i didn't get the book, but at least it's on hold. tralala, still had time to kill so i found myself at the uni bookshop. bookworms will always be bookworms.. i managed to cheat-read jodi picoult's tenth circle and I FOUND THE NEW TAMORA PIERCE BOOK!! hurray! *runs around gleefully* i bought it :p that says alot, considering i hate spending money on books when i can borrow them from the library.
bumped into people i know on my way to the lecture.
i woke up today with the realization that i should take things a day at a time. carrying over worries from the day before only darkens today. and so i'm just gonna do things one day at a time..take a deep breath. and enjoy school. and when the time comes that i shld have to make a few choices, i'm sure i would know what they should be by then.
