*rips hair out*
i feel like crying.
omg. as if i haven't put in enough effort for my detailed study already. chinese teacher says it's not good enough, chinese tutor nearly makes me cry when she tells me that i'm too impatient and not interested and it's my attitude blah blah.
i would be patient, but i have a sac next week. i'm interested, but i'm more worried about getting it done. i'm frustrated, because i've tried and no one seems to see that.
i can't seem to do anything right anymore.