AIII-EEEEEEEEEEEEEE
the few stages of nervousness :
1) perpetual urge to go to the toilet, when really, bladder is all empty. ( i swear it was, coz i didn't drink any water this morning.)
followed by.
2) drinking excessive amounts of water. (after i realized i hadn't drunk anything.)
then when i
really had to go the test started. -_-''
3) cold sweat/heart hammering, feeling light headed etc. cannot stand still
anyway i hear you ask 'how was the test??' (eh or maybe, i'm just deluding myself pretending that whoever reads this cares.) lol.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *shifty look*
I WONT FAIL! :D
oh psht. who am i kidding. :( i guessed about.. 2 questions, and then with a margin for careless mistakes and this one question where i saw it and went.. 'HUH ._.' then proceeded to scratch around for twenty minutes uselessly trying to figure it out.. i'd say maybe i lost like, ten marks already.
..well, at least it's over. i guess i am consoled by the thought that even if i
had done more studying, i wouldn't have come across a question like the one where i got today...so.. ...
... lol. i'm good at this aren't i. (comes with the practice.)
my dad is very annoyed now, bcoz he wants the family to go on some ski trip at some random mountain and i refuse to go lah. too cold, can't be bothered, don't know how to ski, will do it next year, would
love some alone time, not all that interested in the company.. yadda yadda.
so he's all cut at me now.
geez.. sometimes forcing 'family time' isn't the way to go.. i reckon it has the opposite effect for me, cos the more he's forcing it, the more i insist on not going. so now his plan is to make everyone stay home (and my sister wants to go) while putting the blame on me.
alrighteys..today's hurdle is over and tomorrow will be a new day! with another test. lol. so i guess i'd best start preparing.. right now. i told priscilla that if she heard somebody sobbing during the test, in all likelihood it would be me and that would mean i've just given up and decided i'm gonna go to tafe.
oh.. i think, i need a regular prayer partner.. :D
anyone..?
ok.! byebye!
The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You
You are a voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you
You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name
