Take a deep breath, and let your mind soar

the little mouse in the kitchen
that's what my mum and my sister call me because i'm always in the kitchen searching for little snacks.. :( ever since it started getting colder and i began stressing more i keep on snacking. the major temptations for me are m&ms (crispy), jelly joy sticks and lately, these little crab biscuit thingeys i discovered in box hill called Tam Tams.. i'm not sure that's the name of the food or the brand, but i can't stop eating them! sooo unhealthy.

i tried eating bananas for its nutritional value.i'm not sure what turns me off from bananas so much..(i think it's my most hated fruit) but here are a few reasons:
1. they're mushy and get stuck in my throat after a few bites..
2.since i was young all the kids used the word 'banana' for penis..and now i think that banana = penis and everytime i look at a banana it's like looking at a yellow penis..not to talk about eating it. :(
3.and like.. whats with all the things people do to bananas? like deep throating it in youtube or something.. very disturbing for banana-haters.plus..
4.my mum constantly claims that bananas make you shit in an attempt to make me eat more bananas. with all my heart i believe my mum needs a job, but now thanks to her i also associate bananas with shit.
5.and my tongue goes retarded when i say banana fast. like i can't stop the 'nana' bit so i end up saying something like 'bananana." i always say 'banana' slower.
bottomline: bananas = bad.

anyway as i'm typing this post this mega annoying housefly keeps buzzing around! i killed one the other day but here comes another. fyi, houseflies in aus = 2 times the size of houseflies in singapore. and maybe about 100 times noisier and slower. for some reason these houseflies are getting smarter or sneakier cos whenever i whip out the fly zapper they just disappear. as soon as the zapper goes they buzz around again doing their thing. and they don't die when you hit them, they just faint. it's enough to drive a person nuts. stupid houseflies. i wish someone like mao zedong would implement those fly-catching policies again and once and for all rid the planet of annoying houseflies.

4:49 PM) p a t - X-MEN:	i ahte flies
(4:50 PM) xinni*:	same
(4:50 PM) xinni*:	theyre fat here
(4:50 PM) xinni*:	LOL
(4:50 PM) p a t - X-MEN:	all insects should die
(4:50 PM) xinni*:	i hate insects too!!
(4:50 PM) p a t - X-MEN:	lol chubby fly

lol.. also, i've been thinking very hard about what to do for my chinese detailed study. something that's cultural in china and nothing too 'mickey-mouse' as mr. mark would put it. that includes festivals and food. and nothing too hard that i will get myself in deep trouble for doing. any suggestions anyone?

man ive been waiting a long long time and that fly hasn't popped up. btw, the only thing that makes me happy that i did psych are that our exam questions are posted up on lms. before that i began to sorely wish that i'd done something like earth sciences (its looking way more interesting than psych) so maybe i'd have some interesting company if i went to uni with dev. since we go on the same days anyway and it'd also be good to have someone to keep me awake and ask questions..rah.

i think i'm getting stupider! these days it takes me longer to get stuff and i'm always asking why this and why that. also thinking of heading away for a coupla days maybe down to mornington or as gloria suggested, great ocean road. anyone up? hopefully my parents will be alright with it. but yeah fingers crossed, since i need a holiday if i'm gonna survive the rest of this year. it's only may and i feel worn.

i had my aps task yesterday. totally screwed it up, and i'm not saying it to be modest or anything. i really had no idea what i was doing and i didn't have enough time to think properly. i was reaally confused because the questions were so obscure but yeah.. it's not fair cos i was the first class to do it and by the last class pretty much everyone knew the tricky questions and had figured out solutions. whoosh. there goes my mark. ah well.. im partially over it knowing that i wouldn't have been able to prepare better for it but it still sucks knowing that it's the worst mark i'll get all year yet.

alrights.. end of post. off to hunt the fly down. byebye!

Monday, May 07, 2007 at 11:36 PM

Y Y Y