for some reason i woke up this morning with the words
'in the economy of mercy .. i am a poor and begging man
the currency of grace is where my song begins'

anyhow, i really like what it says about our lives.
ive been reading those short chapters at the back of the bible
 - they really put things into context, most of the situations we'd encounter in our daily
lives even in this time which is helpful since it's so relevant..

on James at the moment.. its alot of reflection on the kind of person you
are and i guess every imperfection i see in myself brings shame to me when i read
who im supposed to be.. and realize i'm so far off.sometimes i see ugly things
in me that i cant suppress..its a struggle to be christian on the inside and on the
outside. but i trust that in my life God is constantly moulding me into a work
of his creation.

and i shall try to be worthy of that.
not forgetting that.. in the economy of mercy..i was bought with grace.

the economy of mercy
There’s just two ways to lose yourself in this life
And neither way is safe
In my dreams I see visions of the future
But today we have today
And where will I find You?

In the economy of mercy
I am poor and begging man
In the currency of grace
Is where my songs begins
In the colors of Your goodness
In the scars that mark Your skin
In the currency of grace
Is where my song begins

These carbon shells
These fragile dusty frames
House canvases of souls
We are bruised and broken masterpieces
But we did not paint ourselves
And where will I find You?

Where was I when the world was made?
Where was I?

I’m lost without You here
Yes, I’m lost without You near me
I’m lost without You here
You knew my name when the world was made