sometimes i can't bite the doubt down, and it makes me wonder, 'what's the point?'. actions speak louder than words, and i would like to hear words from your heart.
or if cannot i'll settle for some touching stuff in chinese ^_^
wanted to try my hand at writing an entry in chinese but i realized 1) the program to write chinese characters isn't installed in my laptop (pft, i was supposed to do it since last year but i kept on putting it off) and 2) my chinese is horrible, if i wrote anything it'll sound very lame :( i love smiling pasta and gino! :D
soppy teenybopper taiwanese series always gets me every time. strange how i can feel more for a tv show and hurt for the characters in it but pretty much stay apathetic to alot of other more real things. i think i'm just weird.
wow. just then, i felt the strangest sensation like something was really really heavy in my chest, and all of a sudden i wanted to puke. ................. i hope im not getting sicker.
