heh, heh. it's over. i don't feel relieved, somehow i just feel drained and blank. up till a few moments ago i was obsessing over the answers i'd written, checking the textbook, sacrificing even my innate biological need to pee -.- i hardly got a moment's worth of shut-eye yesterday night even though i went off promptly at about 11 or so, i lay awake tossing and turning, watching the sky get progressively brighter until it occurred to me that it should be time to get up soon, and then like i was in a surreal dream (but lucid) my mum burst in and told me to wake up and get ready. it was awful, i can't remember the last time i had such difficulty falling asleep, but something seemed to itch every second and another i'd be too hot, and then my arm would cramp up. gee, i never knew sleeping had so many complications.

so due to an extreme state of stonishness.. i answered a tricky sneaky multiple choice question wrongly, about the semantic network theory :( boooo. one mark down the drain. i wave goodbye to full marks on multiple choice. the short answer was definitely harder than the past papers, but not ridiculous. all in all i'm just really relieved it's over. having a cranky examiner (gee, i would say she was experiencing menopause but she's a tad old for that) really didn't help, i was on the edge right before the exam and her barking/hollering at us didn't really help my already frayed nerves. i was about to fall apart, i had butterflies and i couldn't even manage descending the stairs without my knees wobbling. amazing what fear can do to you. i felt like i'd just swallowed my heart. to top it off, the weather was crummy today. rainy and miserable, and ideal for sleeping or snuggling at home in bed with hot chocolate and a good dvd to bawl your eyes out over.. sigh. the only person i could think of who would enjoy such dreary weather is ray, the weird one that he is. btw, if you read this, GOOD LUCK FOR METHODS TOMORROW. keep you in my prayers tonight buddy! :)

after that i went to watch saw III to release all that pent up tension (it had to go somewhere, i'd run out of boxes to sit inside and mope in) anyway, it was gruesome, grotesque, sick, you name it. i don't know what kinda psychos sit and brainstorm such awful ideas, but the evilness of the human mind never ceases to amaze me. isaac + me = worst worst combination to watch horror movies. don't know who was more terrorized, him or me :D we both had our hands covering our ears and eyes and were cowering in our seats. after that, emotionally drained and traumatized and you name it, i did the most brilliant thing. i walked into the guys toilet. copied off melina's blog:

and just had a funnyarse convo with xin.

xin:i went to the guys toilet today >.<
You said:lol did u go to the guys toilet accidently like at one of the stations thts wat i did i walked down the stairs thinking it was to the train station but it ended up being the guys toliets. xd
xin:LOLOL
xin:i.. went in
xin:and was doing my makeup
xin:and this guy strolls in
xin:and goes into a cubicle
xin:and i go on doing my makeup
xin:2 seconds later he pops his head out
xin:and stares at me
xin:and we both stare at each other
xin:we're like.. waiiiiiiit a min
xin:and then hes like >.< errr am i in the right toilet
xin:so we both scurry out to check
xin:i didnt see the sign but he laughed
xin:so i assumed it was me
xin:so i ran away as fast as i could
the end~

it was pretty embarrassing. i made isaac walk as fast as possible and keep his head down while we got out of MC quick :p and i had to go home soon after :) it was good but i was pretty tired, fell asleep many times. could've fallen asleep on the tram even standing up :p

then we had dinner with relos at all people's restaurant. I LOVE CRAB NOODLES :D in short, i stuffed myself silly so now i feel like a fat round little egg rolling around and ready to explode :( anyway i shall go sleep now, im being nagged by my second mum :p or dad if you like.

good night all ! sweet dreams. i'm off to catch up on lost sleep. :p maybe tonight i'll have a happy dream :D

ooh. need to remember to print my wagging school letter ! i have one permanently saved and i just change the dates :D hehehe.

eh i know it's become very dull with no pictures but i always forget these days! sorry lah, pictures after exams :D

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