congratulate me! i made it to period zero for the first time in 2 terms lol~ it's the last one too!
today was the year 12's last assembly. it was too hot to wear blazers, us year 11s sat in the back without much enthusiasm, thinking it was gonna be another typical assembly - mr. armstrong droning on about achieving your dreams yadda yadda..i almost fell asleep within 2 seconds of entering the theatre.
the emotion, the tension and the pent-up excitement was catching though, from the moment the school captains talked about their years.. to the performance by the band, and the tearjerker slideshow of all the BHS Class of 2006 memories.. there was an anticipation in the air of the promises that the future holds. now i can't wait to graduate too. can't help feeling torn that at the end of this year i'll never graduate from MFSS with the rest of my friends and go to prom night with them, cry with them at the thought of leaving each other. but there's next years graduation awaiting me.. perhaps in the span of two years i've grown in leaps and bounds (believe me) and i've changed as a person, but i always believe that it's your experiences, your environment that shape who you are, and of course, it's only you that will push you to what you can be..and i can't say i regret moving because it's been so rich in terms of what i've gained..
its something unpredictable but in the end it's right..
i hope you have the time of your life
who will i be in another 2 years' time?
hopefully prettier lah! haha.. i'd say, i would like to be more Godly, umm.. matured, quicker-witted (seriously.. I HAVE TO STOP LOCKING MY KEYS INSIDE MY LOCKER) and smarter - both academically and streetwise too..
feels like i'm expiring slowly and tiresomely. the candle that burns brightest burns quickest (haha i feel like a nexus6). will that be me? i'm burning away quickly.. literally too. i've been short tempered and hot and bothered lately (partly because of the weather) perhaps also ever nagging pressure.. and what it seems like the futility of my attempts to relieve that. don't know if i can make it to the end of the year. it's five questionable weeks away. don't even know if i'll pass unit 2 because i haven't lifted a finger for any of my unit 2's and afterall, we only get a S or N submitted. why bother, really? holidays so far away that i can't even imagine it yet.
i feel grotty, tired, hot, pmsey, drained. i think i'm about to get my period since i'm feeling emo too -.- if i could describe the feeling now, i'd say i feel like a pickle. :( wrinkled and sour and gross canned LOL.
there's no rhyme or reason.. only a sense of completion..
i know it might sound a little crazy but i still believe.. anyway before i go..
CANDY MOUNTAIN, CHARLIE! IT'S AN ADVERNTUREEEEE!!! LET'S GO TO CANDY MOUNTAIN!!!!toodles. :)
