2 more days to go before the big end of year psych exam. lately i've been preoccupied with a host of things. it's amazing what the internet can do - the insight it can give you into peoples' lives. been browsing pictures of friends from singapore - it felt good to see faces i haven't really seen in too long and i can't get over how people seem to have changed. is it just me, or was that gawky sec 1 stage something everyone went through?? :) and reading random blogs.. well not wholly random, but i don't know the person whose blog i'm reading personally. i started reading her blog a couple of months ago when i chanced upon it (another result of random clicking) and read a rather emotional post that brought tears to my eyes.. i thought, wth, i don't even know this person and i am crying for her -.-
or maybe she just adequately conveys how she feels plus the effect of PMS. right now, i am trying not to look at the stack of papers sitting quietly at the corner of the table waiting for me :( just wasting time now. school is so meaningless that i can't even begin to describe the monotony it entails every single day. it drags and drags! the education system seems to be intent on hooking its claws into reluctant students and keeping them at school for no reason other than to make us miserable. don't mind me, i think i'm just suffering a bout of disgust for school now. hmm.. been waiting for my dad to return to singapore again. not used to having him around so much, it's almost stressful in a sense.
another strange thought i had today - i wondered whether somehow people can emanate feelings, if perhaps what they're feeling is strong enough. sometimes i think i get vibes from people if they're sad, or angry, or frustrated or in love or happy, or whatever it is they're feeling. it's pretty weird.. i think i am too emo sometimes i scare myself.
my moods have swung up and down for the past couple of days. i don't think i deal too well with stress coz i get really weird -.- and high-strung, and ANGRY.. yep, i am an angry person grr.. couple of days ago i was complaining to jan about how my dad was pissing me off (nothing new there)
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:42 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| =( |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:42 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| aww |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:45 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| slap him |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:48 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| and call him a beep |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:50 PM |
| xinbean ._. |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| lol |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:51 PM |
| xinbean ._. |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| :P |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:51 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| then storm out |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:30:55 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| a\nd live in the drains |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:31:01 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| and be raised my mics |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:31:11 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| u can be princess mouseyoky |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:31:17 PM |
| xinbean ._. |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| LOL |
| 10/30/2006 |
| 2:31:18 PM |
| j a n e a n ♥ » http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/ |
| xinbean ._. |
| and have bf that rides a rat |
that's just for whoever's seen princess mononoke and knows my chronic addiction to it. i should get a uni degree for bullshit coz i discovered my gift today during english, when i had absolutely no idea what i was writing about but happily managed to complete 800 words of complete, utter bullshit on bladerunner. thank you, thank you. i know i'm gifted. i was sprouting something that remotely resembled rubbish. i'll be surprised if i get anything above a C to be honest. lol, that would be my first C for a year - ordinarily i think i would be destroyed but these days i just really don't give a beep anymore
sleep these days has been so bad.. i'm not used to my new room cos the heater isn't installed yet and it's pretty darn chilly down here. my sister assaults me in her sleep :( i duno what that girl dreams about but she flings her arms and smacks me in the stomach sometimes. and the ridiculous thing is after all that she doesn't wake up. (!) for me, on the other hand, i'm wide awake and finding it hard to get to sleep. i've been dozing pretty lightly for the past few days and oh my word, getting up has never been such a torture.
ok enough procrastination. 2002 VCAA Psych calls. :(
