meh >.< so i haven't updated for awhile.
sorrrrry.. been either a busy lil bugger or otherwise too damn lazy :) besides my life isn't too interesting at the moment.
so what have i been up to..?
scrambling around madly trying to get on top of that pile of work threatening to crush me. not that i've been scrambling with very much enthusiasm, since that pile of work is still growing. general exam next week -> equivalent to e math. apparently, there's this dude in methods from a friend's class who's like an a-mather in singapore before he came, and he's like waaay ahead. o.O alright then :p i'm beginning to rejoice that i'm here plodding away at my disgracefully slow rate instead of the mad rush in singapore.
umm.. i had a debate yesterday night at camberwell grammar. i quite.. dislike debating -.- scratch that.. i detest debating.. it's one of those things that are entirely loathsome but end up being of some benefit to you which is why i consented to fill in for someone last night. because after close to half a year's worth of dodging debates and hrrrmms and hahhs..and i'll sees..and maybe nots..and pathetic weak excuses to the rest of the team and myself -.- i decided to stop being such a coward and do it :p after all.. couldn't be thaaat difficult right? (this is discounting last year's experience where i ripped my speech in half from nerves and had to run out for sticky tape in the middle of the first speaker's speech.) and so i rocked up to camberwell grammar shaking from cold?nerves? maybe both. i barely had time to pull myself together before i was thrown into the spotlight ._. and thus my debate began. :p if you know me, you know that i tend to babble and speak rather quickly normally. imagine me nervous. not good. halfway through i realized i was throwing out the words at top speed and immediately made an effort to bite back. :p oh well, all in all a good learning experience -> score 75, not bad at all for someone who hates public speaking. the opposition for the next debate (which i chaired) was rather scary :p they scribbled extremely viciously with their pens till the table shook and dotted their full stops quite forcefully indeed. what a bunch of enthusiastic debators lol.
and so that is officially behind me, i've got all these things looming up and henceforth, my name is xinnithenerd.. i'll be spending majority of lunchtimes in the library cramming, and hopefully home-time cramming as well if i can tear myself away from the habit of msn..not that i do very much on msn coz i really can't be bothered these days.. (sorry if you've msged me and i haven't replied) :p i'm just in a yucky mood from studying and so on. i like keeping busy, don't get me wrong, but sometimes schoolwork gets awfully monotonous.
the stress must be getting to me, because lately i've been having dreams..(not to mention compulsive urges) linked to retail therapy :p i seem to be spending endlessly in my dreams *drool* but sadly that's not the reality because in reality i'm the equivalent to a pauper at the moment -.- due to the compulsive shopper in me let out one afternoon not very long ago.
by the way i have a film assessment on 'the turn of the screw'. any literary freaks out there with tips or notes? i can not for the life of me figure out whether the governess is stark raving mad or whether those lousy creepish apparitions do exist. and can anyone tell me if miles/quint had a homosexual extremely pedophilic relationship?
