my head hurts so so much.
i hate seeing the people i love disappointed in me.
i hate not being able to satisfy everyone's needs.
i hate not being able to be a perfect robot.
...anyway, silly new locker bays are so cold.. i came to school this morning cold and tired and when i opened my locker i saw someone's books in them.. i'm like *beep* and of course since i was already late to class and my books were in the year 9 lockers, i did the inconsiderate thing -.- i dumped his books into the person whose locker was below mine (a fob that probably couldn't voice her complaints anyway.) joke!! i had no choice though coz i was dismally late.
and today just went by pretty crappishly. i ended up playing maple like i do only when i'm sorely depressed, exceedingly bored, or pms-ing. and this time it was the first reason.
mm.. soo.. my midterm plans:
7th/8th June - leave to sweden.. (this is not confirmed because i still have to finish my unit 3 exams and sit the gat before i go.. and depends on availability of tickets)
25th June - back from sweden in singapore..
25th - 29th June - perhaps, just perhaps.. three days in singapore.. well we shall see.. i just did something in the midst of my frustrations that i'm sorely regretting now.. but i don't suppose there's much i can do about it? at least i've rid myself of hours on end of agonizing over something that's completely not worth it.
formal in 5 days.
limo - check
dress - check
hair - check
makeup - check
jewellery - check
shoes - check
bag - no!! but i'm just gonna put the absolute essentials with pris. (: oh shieeeet i forgot about cameras!! -.-
afterparty/afterformal activity - check
transport home - check
date - check
date's suit - ?!!! i dont know yet. -.-
date's tie - no idea either.
if anyone changes plans on me now i am going to wring their neck and stuff a chicken drumstick down their throats =|
i could do with a little less stress now.
