hello...umm..sorry i'm a little distracted at the moment, maybe coz my mum's going skitz on me now. (told you) i think it's the shoes. yes.. the $100 shoes.
soo.. i woke up like 5 minutes before church today.. rushed there looking totally mismatched.. i had to endure the agony of being disgracefully mismatched for almost the whole day before i could get home and (finally) change.. *shudder*
i suddenly remembered i have a hiphop dance performance coming up in six weeks. and i'm sooo unco and i barely remember the choreography. :p oh well.
anyway, lol, during church bathsheba was mentioned plenty. last night i felt quite sexually immoral coz i turned on the telly right on this really wrong ritualistic scene of eyes wide shut.. left me feeling guilty and dirty too.. after i switched it off.. i was busy moaning about how my new name was bathsheba (for those who don't know, bathsheba is the lady who committed sexual immorality with david) and.. coincidentally she was mentioned today :p amidst much snickering and laughter between pris and i. ohh.. today in church we sang "i could sing of your love" and "faith like a child".. two songs which have really been stuck in my head for a long time that have special meaning to me.. and still speaks to me now.. because it tells me that as long as i have the unerring unmovable faith like that of a child, nothing is impossible..
anyway, after church pris, isaac and i set off to hunt for formal shoes. we initially were looking for silver shoes, but summer stocks are apparently all out and they've just stocked in the cool-season shoes, boots and all.. the colors aren't right either because they've got lots of gold and orange and red *autumny colors* and not silver.. =( what a pity.. we got desperate and exhausted every shoe store in chadstone.. some of which were so branded they made me balk upon flipping the shoe and seeing the three-digit prices =| i got quite apprehensive of stores which sported names of designers.. (those "name" shops are always branded to the ultimate..) anyway.. i didn't really find any shoes that i really liked, and pris and i were both getting desperate.. isaac began to sound slightly hysterical when i mentioned re-combing the place this time being open to other colors..poor boy. gotta give him credit for trudging along without fainting halfway through it. good stamina i must say. although i think he went just to check out chicks in pointy shoes :p or just gaze lustfully at the pointy shoes on display anyway. anyway to cut it short, we found gold shoes for 100 bucks.. mum isn't too happy.. i wonder what she'll say when i suggest to get my hair/makeup done.. hmmm.. maybe now isn't the time to bring it up :p lol..
isaac with a hat :p he thinks they're cool. not many people would do this but it takes a certain type of freak who's just weird enough and slightly demented.
briefly in a frenzied state of desperation, i considered crocs but was hastily advised against it by isaac :p nah, he made me take this picture ._. i hate crocs. my feet feel violated that they came into contact with crocs. -.-
so anyway, it hit me that school's starting on tuesday. i came home and flipped through my planner and school books in a crazed frenzy. i have this sinking suspicion that on the last day of school, i had so much work that a fraction of my mind collapsed and i deluded myself into thinking i had no work whatsoever just as a solace to my poor broken mind. umm.
alright, stuff on my to-do list at the moment:
- find gold jewellery. * hunt down the gold chain with the sapphire leaf pendant (sounds good?) and maybe thin gold watch/bracelet/earrings
- get ideas for my lit creative response on wuthering heights and start drafting my response.
- select a topic for english personal writing and draft an essay.
- decide where to do makeup and what to do for hair.
oh woe is me.
i have coffee tomorrow with edyth (: haven't seen her in forever.