so i was blog surfing and once again i reflect on my stupid URL. and then my stupid email add, and my stupid name. how come everyone has something remotely better than their names and i have my boring old name? i can't ever seem to think of things that aren't already in use or sound totally spaz.

anyway. today was by all counts, except homework, the least retarded day of the week. i kicked off the day by arriving early to see mr. gritchtings who sent me off to find the SAME PEOPLE as yesterday (i know..!@#$%) and get their signatures. i mean, you'd think..hello?! try telling me beforehand? when i FIRST go look for them? so i can get it all done at once?! but then ms zhuang had to keep my letter so she could check something and i headed off to chinese. with mr. yu. who promptly kicked me out of class because he said "shingning, you must be in the 3/4 class. go to the level coordiator -mr gritchting- and tell him to change your class!" and even though i stood there attempting to communicate - first in english, then i thought i'd try chinese when he obviously had trouble contemplating what i said- but neither worked, because after i told him that they can't change me until they have certain confirmations, he still chased me out of class. i heaved a big sigh and walked out - gosh, he's so thick - i think mr gritchting wanted to throw something at me when i popped into his office for the second time in less than half an hour. and probably about the sixth time in 2 days. and he marched me right back to mr yu and told him that no class changes could be done during class time. (great, a whole double with mr. yu) well i'm glad i spent my double making friends and learning canto from jess,maggie and tracy. they're really nice. i talked to christine and rowena too - they're funny =p i like the alps in my chinese and lit class, lissie and vanessa're really nice (she's with me in house meetings and stuff ^^) and so's tina her lockers like next to mine :) anyway, his new pick-on is definitely bena. he picked on her so many times today. poor dear. anyway, recess was spent chasing teachers. methods was so frkn mind-blowing. she totally overloaded my mind with 2 brand new exercises on midpoints and whatnots. linear and non-linear complicated stuff. i was so bloody confused and i kept on looking at the expressions on all the china people's faces and they were nodding in perfect understanding whereas i probably had this retarded expression on my face totally betraying my complete lack of understanding. i know i get this stupid look when i'm really lost. anyway, thank God for the bell, and that left me with..2 whole exercises for methods. *groan* as if that wasn't enough, i have to complete one exercise for general, and i have both classes tomorrow. oh, kill me now. and i bet tonight'll have all my favourite TV programs, and oh my gosh, i have to do more for my pride and prejudice lit outcome too!! *stress stress* and i'm blogging. anyway, janean wants to force me to wear a tank top and expose my flabby arms. no. =p lunchtime was a terrible rush. em and i scooted to find mr. fullerton where he totally exhausted my vocal range. i was so scared i was quivering - feet, stomach (i so didn't know your stomach can quiver) and even my mouth. i got cold and numb. my voice totally stank and you could practically hear my voice change when i changed octaves. (well after he made me go up so inhumanly high i bet it was probably out of hearing range or something, which is why my mouth opened and no sound came out ._. ) not my fault though, i told him i couldn't sing THAT high. anyway, after em auditioned (oh tina went before us, and she was pretty good too.) we rushed to b16 to sign up for debating, and then we rushed to find mr. gritchting who told me to come back tomorrow morning (see what i mean by bloody ineffeciency?) and when em and i finally had maybe 15 minutes more, we got to our lunches and we started talking at a small corner in the B- block. we were waiting to see year 11's pass by on their way to their lockers and we'd go then too, then we sort of leisurely made our way back and then some hand popped in front of my face and gave me a frightful shock. zubu was like "what're you doing, you're late late late!!" and i was like.. oh @#$%^ so i dumped my stuff back in the locker and glanced over - willis was still at his locker so i was like "hey willis, did we need to bring our period 6 stuff for assemblies too?" and he took like a full 4 seconds before he replied (i know! he was in my form last year but i totally never talked to him! he was probably thinking "is she talking to me =\" ) but then he was really nice when he replied, which goes to show you can't judge people based on looks cos willis does look quite hardcore. :) anyway assembly everyone was all on about the formal. it's effing..scary ><" dun wanna go by myself and theres no time to find a dress and a partner and all that..shucks..and omg..i wanna watch tv tonight but i got so much hw..okok..betta get going..