i'm so fkn cut :'( this is the bloody worst day of my whole entire year. miss harris totally intimidated me until i wanted to cry and she got stupid old chesterfield to sit behind her and back her up i totally wanted to scream and chuck a fit there and she wouldnt let me go even after i was like "yeh ok whatever fine fine" and she just made me sit through the whole fkin thing and *sob* i didnt make it into choir either (which i dont really care, i went for the audition for the heck of it cos em was going and i already have something on on wednesdays so even if i made it i wouldnt be able to go) but i never knew u could be so bloody scared that ur voice quivers and shit :( anyway that juz made the day worse and frkin hell the stupid formal is 11 weekz away and i got no dress nothing no partner >< if this were singapore i know who im bringing but bloody hell 11 weeks is too soon i dun wanna be the only loser without a date (sure i noe ppl going without dates but they're like one big grp of frens and mine -well 2 of them seem totally intent on getting scotchies) and im like..i dun wan any random for formal i wan a good friend im totally comfortable with or someone i like which isnt here anyway !#$%^& i hate this week i got tons of homework too :'( and im gonna be stuck with mr yu for the whole year someone shoot me now :'( before i die of depression