alright, i confess i started off the day with mixed feelings. i
really miss someone but there's no point considering how far away i am from him. this is the third valentines' day in a row i've liked that same person. maybe i should check myself into the looney bin. on one hand i was happy and shit cos i couldn't ask for a second-best valentine's day. of course my dream valentine's day is to spend it with
him but since it's not gonna happen soon, i'll spend it with the people i love - my friends! and i know i have friends whom i love and love me :) and that just really makes it good too. gloria's in her lovey-dovey mood and everything was all hearts, flowers and chocolates. melina was really depressed. i was sort of mixed about it all. jan gave me a pretty rose with chocolate in it xD yes, i love you too jan. thanks for being such an awesome friend.
well i had double english first..it didn't feel that much like valentine's day cos we were sitting in a cold classroom listening to my teacher with her cool english accent :) reading catcher in the rye. yea, i know it's a load of bull mainly - seriously, if story's like over three days. and it's so thick for something over three days. if i recounted three days of my life, it'd probably be like half a page long. fine, maybe i'm just boring, but gosh - at least i don't bullcrap.
recess i had a really bad craving for chocolate so i went to get a kit kat to cheer myself up :( yea..i was feeling pretty crap then cos everyone was all hearts, flowers, chocolates, red..and i couldn't help thinking that i'll probably just go kill myself if i still like the same person next valentine's day. cos that would make FOUR valentine's days in a row. which is totally pointless since i won't be seeing him till two years later.
double gen and i was like..still in the crap mood..couldn't concentrate..everything was pretty depressing even though i was quite bubbly and all..but that was just..sort of all..being..falsely bright and cheery.
assembly - oh my gosh how embarrassing was it?! i fell asleep while miss harris was droning on and on and then mr gritchting (uh, miss harris and mr gritchting the last two people i wanna see on earth) walked up ALL the way and actually stood next to me waving his fingers in front of my face going "wake up" and it took him about four attempts and by then everyone was staring at me..i woke up and i was like "huh?" all lost and all and then i saw mr gritching and everyone staring at me pointedly and i'm like "sh...."
anyway YAY ms francken didn't come for methods so the whole class just got up and left early xD i had no homework and i felt like bumming and not going home and so did janean and melina was like all depressed and stuff and then we were like "omgosh!lets go formal dress shopping!!"so we walked up to the tram stop and then janean was determined to wait for some poor unsuspecting person to walk by and yell at the top of her lungs "xinni isn't it time for you to take your pills for GENITAL HERPIES" and im like.. "go away i don't know you" lol and then we do it back to janean melina's like "JANEAN DON'T PASS YOUR AIDS TO ME" and i'm like "ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD IF YOU'RE PREGNANT" or something like that :p and we were getting all these..looks :p anyway we met romy on the tram and then we ended up on some funny road where we walked into this cheapo shop and janean was practically developing rashes from the cheapness of it all ._. so we decided to go to chapel even though it IS a tad pricey. but anyway janean got hungry halfway and she's like "lets go to maccas" i'm like "wherE?" and she starts walking so i stand in the middle of the street and whine/wail "WHEEERE??" and janeans like -.- "right in front of you" anyway we got the cheapo $4 meal cos we were just snackish. halfway through some ticket inspecter came up and we panicked cos we hadn't bought tickets and stuff but we were like getting off anyway :p at chapel street i saw hearts in the sky and i'm like.. OHHH..even the clouds have hearts today..we looked around heaps until we went to chic something and i almost started drooling. that's where i fell in love.
the dress was 100% silk, midnight blue and sort of gleamish, and had diamante and glass beads detail and it was like halter-type which covered my scar. and it also cost $469.
yup you saw right. $469 which, after i include shoes and jewellery and formal and the ticket for a partner will be roughly about $600. so.. that's gonna take me approximately six months to pay back. *ugh* the agony of walking out of the shop. i now totally understand the feeling of being in love.
