rarrr. sooo full ._. i had quite abit of chocolate..ugh.. seriously, chocolate should be a banned substance cos its making me sooo addicted..its like i cant live one single day without chocolate..making me so fat too they should ban the trafficking of chocolate and hang all chocolate traffickers like in singapore o.O and i would be a skinnier and healthier person. just came back from school. i woke up really tired, i tried to roll out of bed and rolled the wrong way instead and rolled into my wall. it was quite painful ._. and WHY do i bother rolling the wrong way out of bed this morning at the unearthly hours of 8am? because of BENA HU that's why. she called me last night and MADE me come today. and i was really stoned and lost when i walked into school today. 2 periods went by, awfully boring. all it did was get me really worried about work experience and what if i don't get my work experience at herald sun?! = i want it soooo bad but theres probably like a million and one people applying for the job. and the age doesn't offer work experience either!! so i was thinking maybe i should try a law firm but i don't know poo about law and i'm not very interested in it to be honest; it's just an alternative career path i would follow if i didn't get my journalism. and all applications are probably due end of december and i'm like leaving next sunday so it's like.. NO TIME..:x there's all these things i need to do..
-get warm clothing from bena.
-get waterproof pants.
-buy the new schoolbooks and planner from campion.
-buy glo's present.
-apply for work experience at at LEAST 2 more places.
raarr!so many things to do, so little time, cos we have mission training like everyday. = =" i have to QUIT eating chocolate. it's really bad. last night we watched a movie called the pineapple story o.O it was about this random missionary dude who was kinda obsessive over his pineapple garden that the smelly natives kept stealing from..and yeh they were kinda funny about it cos he's like blowing up everytime they stole his pineapples and then he's like really sick of it so he gave his pineapple garden to God and yeh, the natives who stole from him were like punished in little ways and he's like all free and happy with no pineapple garden to worry about and the natives go to him and they're like.."you've become a christian cos you're not an angry white man anymore!" hahah :p moral of the story? give up your rights to God and he'll take care of them. in short, surrender everything and lay it all down to God..and the peace of Him will be with you. :) this leads me to wonder.. should i just leave my work experience application up to God? surely i should just apply for a couple more in case, but i have no time to do a resume and stuff. :x okay..thinking of a few people who'd be able to recommend GOOD law firms.. why can't we be in sydney where they have all the cool mags and i can go do work experience?! =( cos melbourne's like a place where everyone comes to live but no one comes to visit =x it's true i tell you, everyone always visits perth and sydney but no one ever comes to melbourne. i've got mission training later. i'm booored. and worried. and tired. cos i stayed up last night. hahaha a few funny things about yesterday..

playing SIMS at gloria's house..we created chris, maurice, pris, glo and me. so of course chris and pris were like the parents. maurice was the poor lonely unwanted uncle. glo and i were the kids.. hee..and our sims were really random. chris's sim started kissing me and my sim was like eew yuck *wipes face with hand* HAHA and we didn't click anything they just did it themselves..he's like my "dad" = =" and maurice and chris started kissing on the lips! hahahah! anyway glo and i were in a really hilarious mood yesterday, we kept cracking up over everything..

verse of the day: The entire law is summed up in a single command: "Love your neighbour as yourself." Galatians 5:14

sooo. this means to love everyone no matter how detestable they are. quite a bit of work isn't it? to love the people that drive you up the wall, and not just to love them but to love them as much as you love yourself, which i daresay in my case, is alot. i mean, to give them the same kind of consideration i would give myself! it's absolutely unthought of, but it's what God demands. and how do we do that..?:) through his strength!