omgosh..i've officially turned into an idiot. i was always one before but it's never been as clear as right about now. I guess God gave me the answer I was looking for, even though I don't think it's the one i wanted to hear. = well i guess i can't have everything.
meli! thank you for your present x) friday we had assembly, and i was like snoozing during the whole thing. it was glo's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY glo! not that she'd read this. we went to crown afterwards with ray and maumau..pris,ray,and maumau left after that but glo,bena and i decided to go galatic circus and play the laser wars =p it was kinda fun only i figured out how to work the gun when the game was practically over. i had the highest number of deaths and the lowest number of hits. *rolls eyes* and we played skee ball which was alright. man i can't believe we have psych homework already!
*sigh* it's a day to my long-awaited mission trip. finally! i've been counting down and looking forward to it for so long. the strangest thing is that now i'm just like.. not excited anymore. there's no more feeling of anticipation after scampering around for millions of training sessions and hectic packing and all that preparation i had to do. i'm kinda more excited about the airport/flight. call me strange, but airplanes thrill me =D even as a little girl i used to draw airplanes whenever i sent my dad off to some strange foreign country. and the longer the plane rides, the better. airplane food is yum. the only thing i detest about planes are the toilets. i hate the violent sucking sound it makes when you flush it. i used to refuse to take a piss on the airplanes cos i was afraid the button would go off accidentally and suck me into..wherever the crap on the airplane went.
so..my day? well it began..reading memoirs of a geisha after 12 AM. =p it's a really fascinating book. i suppose it's so good because of the musive thoughts the author has and the really vivid way of putting it in words. i could just imagine everything in my head. still it's been ages since i did some full-on reading and i was dozing off around 5. i eventually gave up and went to sleep, stumbled out of bed at ten and headed to church for the chinese congregation's christmas concert =D we did puppets, doors, and chairs. the puppets went really well except chun and i pulled down our puppets before we were supposed to and priscilla "puppet" was just standing there singing "sunshine" alone. hahah! chun and i were like.. whoops =p and we cracked up. chris is pretty good with all the lines he has to do in chinese but i still like timmy as igor :( doors went..suffice to say.. quite badly. =p alot of the timing was off and there were a couple of times we turned around when we weren't supposed to =x the stage was tiny and we didn't exactly have much space. and i forgot to wear a blue t-shirt so i had to borrow some shirt that was massive. =p chairs went really well, tim and maurice are really good XD so we're more or less ready.
we had lunch and bummed for a bit, writing letters to the da chi li children in burma for christmas =) feels kinda good that i played a part in making some orphan feel special for christmas although i couldn't really think of what to write to them and i just wrote.. whatever came to my mind. =D
then glo and i went to box hill to get all our junk food for china..we bought heaps of food..and i had to buy some yucky pork ribs for my mum..looking at the raw meat made me wanna hurl. i think all i have to do is remember the smell and i might just turn vegetarian =D yup. and then to glo's house to prepare for the devotion that we're supposed to lead. on epaphroditus's example of humilty. man, neither of us can pronounce that properly. gloria keeps say "epaphrophroditus" and i keep saying "epaphrodiditus". hehe..and of course we shortened my testimony. i'm surprised that i had that much to write at all because it's only been a year that i've really walked next to God. But already there was a three page long testimony of the amazing things His presence worked in my life =) and these days i've been really happy cos i've truly had Jesus at the centre of my heart =D
these days gloria and i keep crapping too =p we're just really high and noisy.
alright..before i leave tomorrow for three consecutive flights..there's a few messages i wanna leave for people..
to janean: hello you! i wish you'd be there to celebrate my birthday with me. it wouldn't be the same without my favourite nigga. =D heheh. i do hope you're over that already. it's a pity we didn't get to talk more on friday. anyway, i really miss you heaps this holiday and you'd better call me when you get back from queensland! and yes, i'll send a postcard from singapore.. to singapore =.=" for you. merry christmas and a happy new year nigga!god bless till i see you next year =)
to meli: meliiii. thank you for your present! i hope that for the rest of this holidays you wouldn't be moping anymore about j. =) sometimes i see your depressing posts and i feel depressed too. i know you were really close but yeah..try to let go and pray about it. XD i miss you lots! take care while we're all gone okay? and bully bunnah as much as you can for me XP
to bena: alright..you..wouldn't even read my blog cos you're hardly ever online due to your really stupid computer. =p but i just wanna say, i'm going to faithfully write in our journal for you and so will pris and glo. wish you were going to china with us. i love you! continue reading The Book okay? =D i won't forget the socks! oh, and thanks for helping me get organized and pack. and all the maths you've helped me with this year.
to ankita: you've been away for ages! your blog's been on hiatus for centuries! well it's ending december soon and i hope to see you soon in singapore cos we have truckloads to catch up on x) you're still my oldest friend ever. =p it's like..what..7 years to the end of this year? =D and it'll be our 8th year of friendship next year! don't stress cos of O's okay? i know anderson gives out truckloads of work but hey, you'll be fine..love ya!
to yingru: i'm coming already! =p wait for me alright! don't be SO hardworking that you won't be able to spend time with me when i get back. miss ya!!
to yuyan: yanniiiie! i love you. i love you. *chants over and over again* thanks for everything. really, i kept all the e-cards. you're awfully sweet and i'll call you as soon as i get back!
to adder: my beloved adder! =p we have so many memories together. remember what i said about not leaving school with regrets okay? at least if you tried, nothing would be worse. LOVE YOU and i wanna meet oreo soon alright?!
to ellice: 83190! you're disgusting. you come to australia and you can't even call me!! = grr.. haha nah.. but you forgot my number!! double grr.. i hate you. =
to sihah & sirah: happy birthday you two! sweet 16!! too bad we can't celebrate together this year =)
to garene: gosh how come you only come online like.. now?!
alright.. if i've forgotten anyone i'm sorry. love ya all! see you in JANUARY! remember guys, JAN 5TH and LEAVE A CONTACT NUMBER!!