omgosh..i've officially turned into an idiot. i was always one before but it's never been as clear as right about now. I guess God gave me the answer I was looking for, even though I don't think it's the one i wanted to hear. = well i guess i can't have everything.
meli! thank you for your present x) friday we had assembly, and i was like snoozing during the whole thing. it was glo's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY glo! not that she'd read this. we went to crown afterwards with ray and maumau..pris,ray,and maumau left after that but glo,bena and i decided to go galatic circus and play the laser wars =p it was kinda fun only i figured out how to work the gun when the game was practically over. i had the highest number of deaths and the lowest number of hits. *rolls eyes* and we played skee ball which was alright. man i can't believe we have psych homework already!
*sigh* it's a day to my long-awaited mission trip. finally! i've been counting down and looking forward to it for so long. the strangest thing is that now i'm just like.. not excited anymore. there's no more feeling of anticipation after scampering around for millions of training sessions and hectic packing and all that preparation i had to do. i'm kinda more excited about the airport/flight. call me strange, but airplanes thrill me =D even as a little girl i used to draw airplanes whenever i sent my dad off to some strange foreign country. and the longer the plane rides, the better. airplane food is yum. the only thing i detest about planes are the toilets. i hate the violent sucking sound it makes when you flush it. i used to refuse to take a piss on the airplanes cos i was afraid the button would go off accidentally and suck me into..wherever the crap on the airplane went.
so..my day? well it began..reading memoirs of a geisha after 12 AM. =p it's a really fascinating book. i suppose it's so good because of the musive thoughts the author has and the really vivid way of putting it in words. i could just imagine everything in my head. still it's been ages since i did some full-on reading and i was dozing off around 5. i eventually gave up and went to sleep, stumbled out of bed at ten and headed to church for the chinese congregation's christmas concert =D we did puppets, doors, and chairs. the puppets went really well except chun and i pulled down our puppets before we were supposed to and priscilla "puppet" was just standing there singing "sunshine" alone. hahah! chun and i were like.. whoops =p and we cracked up. chris is pretty good with all the lines he has to do in chinese but i still like timmy as igor :( doors went..suffice to say.. quite badly. =p alot of the timing was off and there were a couple of times we turned around when we weren't supposed to =x the stage was tiny and we didn't exactly have much space. and i forgot to wear a blue t-shirt so i had to borrow some shirt that was massive. =p chairs went really well, tim and maurice are really good XD so we're more or less ready.
we had lunch and bummed for a bit, writing letters to the da chi li children in burma for christmas =) feels kinda good that i played a part in making some orphan feel special for christmas although i couldn't really think of what to write to them and i just wrote.. whatever came to my mind. =D
then glo and i went to box hill to get all our junk food for china..we bought heaps of food..and i had to buy some yucky pork ribs for my mum..looking at the raw meat made me wanna hurl. i think all i have to do is remember the smell and i might just turn vegetarian =D yup. and then to glo's house to prepare for the devotion that we're supposed to lead. on epaphroditus's example of humilty. man, neither of us can pronounce that properly. gloria keeps say "epaphrophroditus" and i keep saying "epaphrodiditus". hehe..and of course we shortened my testimony. i'm surprised that i had that much to write at all because it's only been a year that i've really walked next to God. But already there was a three page long testimony of the amazing things His presence worked in my life =) and these days i've been really happy cos i've truly had Jesus at the centre of my heart =D
these days gloria and i keep crapping too =p we're just really high and noisy.
alright..before i leave tomorrow for three consecutive flights..there's a few messages i wanna leave for people..
to janean: hello you! i wish you'd be there to celebrate my birthday with me. it wouldn't be the same without my favourite nigga. =D heheh. i do hope you're over that already. it's a pity we didn't get to talk more on friday. anyway, i really miss you heaps this holiday and you'd better call me when you get back from queensland! and yes, i'll send a postcard from singapore.. to singapore =.=" for you. merry christmas and a happy new year nigga!god bless till i see you next year =)
to meli: meliiii. thank you for your present! i hope that for the rest of this holidays you wouldn't be moping anymore about j. =) sometimes i see your depressing posts and i feel depressed too. i know you were really close but yeah..try to let go and pray about it. XD i miss you lots! take care while we're all gone okay? and bully bunnah as much as you can for me XP
to bena: alright..you..wouldn't even read my blog cos you're hardly ever online due to your really stupid computer. =p but i just wanna say, i'm going to faithfully write in our journal for you and so will pris and glo. wish you were going to china with us. i love you! continue reading The Book okay? =D i won't forget the socks! oh, and thanks for helping me get organized and pack. and all the maths you've helped me with this year.
to ankita: you've been away for ages! your blog's been on hiatus for centuries! well it's ending december soon and i hope to see you soon in singapore cos we have truckloads to catch up on x) you're still my oldest friend ever. =p it's like..what..7 years to the end of this year? =D and it'll be our 8th year of friendship next year! don't stress cos of O's okay? i know anderson gives out truckloads of work but hey, you'll be fine..love ya!
to yingru: i'm coming already! =p wait for me alright! don't be SO hardworking that you won't be able to spend time with me when i get back. miss ya!!
to yuyan: yanniiiie! i love you. i love you. *chants over and over again* thanks for everything. really, i kept all the e-cards. you're awfully sweet and i'll call you as soon as i get back!
to adder: my beloved adder! =p we have so many memories together. remember what i said about not leaving school with regrets okay? at least if you tried, nothing would be worse. LOVE YOU and i wanna meet oreo soon alright?!
to ellice: 83190! you're disgusting. you come to australia and you can't even call me!! = grr.. haha nah.. but you forgot my number!! double grr.. i hate you. =
to sihah & sirah: happy birthday you two! sweet 16!! too bad we can't celebrate together this year =)
to garene: gosh how come you only come online like.. now?!
alright.. if i've forgotten anyone i'm sorry. love ya all! see you in JANUARY! remember guys, JAN 5TH and LEAVE A CONTACT NUMBER!!
Saturday, December 17, 2005 at 1:19 AM
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five blisters.
all because i didn't want people to look at my toes during lunch yesterday. i maintain it was a good thing since priscilla painted her toenails such a bright metallic blue that they would've drawn attention to her toes and then to mine. so i wore these black pointy shoes that killed my feet after like two seconds. = yeah but it took me less than a second to walk to the car. so i was stuck with the shoes.
my day began bright and early because i heard a doorbell in the middle of my dream.. and i heard my mum telling me "bena's here" in my dream..and then i realized it wasn't a dream and that at nine in the morning bena'd rung the doorbell. what a nice girl though, she was carrying such a big bag of warm winter clothing. some were shrunken in the wash (wool of course) and some of the things i refused to wear cos i looked like walking flobber in it. then later there was a flurry of phone calls and i ended up at gloria's house..at 12..and that girl was still brushing her teeth. we were supposed to be at the place by 12! pris was quite anxious =p hahaha and she was dressed up too ;) heh. lunch was like nine course and sooo expensive and yummy.. i ate heaps and heaps..so..yeah..big thank you to chris =D and once again congratulations.
we went to the park after that..by then i was like weeping on the sidewalk cos my shoes pinched and the sun was shining so brightly and my shoes were
black and basically i was just baking my blisters while they popped. there were sooo many flies about and we weren't even dressed to be at the park cos the guys wanted to play cricket. *rolls eyes* i can't understand why it's so fun to be frolicking in the grass and pitching some silly balls the size of a fist. or for that matter trying to hit a bat at this ball the size of your fist hurtling at you. glo needed to pee really badly so the girls decided to walk to chris's house. (minus tracy cos she was sitting on the bench with one of the scotchies who had his arms stretched wide and tracy was perched at the corner of the bench. HAHA) debbie and pris were abit high, they were thinking whether to shout "take it off!" at the guys =p but decided that we couldn't deal with it if they really did strip =p
yar..and we
walked..the dreaded "w" word.. to chris's house, overshot quite abit and walked/trammed back. i almost cried when i saw chris's house. the temptation to take off my shoes were enormous but the ground was super hot anyway. besides i'd swapped shoes with pris and her shoes were *gasp* even higher and really pretty but they added i think another blister or two. well at least they weren't black.
we bummed for awhile and the guys came back.. then bummed some more taking random pics and pris's dad picked us up to go home =p when i came home it was straight out again to shane and sean's house for bbq.. (after that huuge lunch) yeah that's why i feel like a pig. and i was halfway through watching meteor garden with shane when everyone decided to watch king kong = and i was like okay. =.= king kong was kinda uh.. overrated. big oversized gorillas larger than life beating their chests and fighting with dinosaurs all while naomi watts just batted her eyes and looked sad. =x it had its tryhard touching moments but i was just like yawning away.
got online quite late and slept even later as usual. that was yesterday. so far i crawled out of bed to go doctor's appointment. and yeah i have "doors" practice later..
tomorrow there's school, bumming for awhile then to the city for dinner and maybe a movie cos it's gloria's birthday..despite all my teasing her i love her very much too =p saturday we've got to get up early again to perform at the chinese congregation's christmas concert and on sunday we've got service, pris's piano concert and off to the airport.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 at 6:08 PM
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never squeeze an egg.stupid egg exploded on me today! anyway VCE results are out. as expected, mr chris sia got 99.95 and 2 scholarships.. and the one he accepted from melbourne uni is worth $300,000..yes that's alot of zeros. and he gets like $5000 pocket money a year! ah.. the perks of being a genius are great. =p (to pris)-and hey, so are the perks of being a genius's girlfriend. not that you aren't one yourself. gosh, what an overachieving couple if i ever saw one. anyway, these days prayer is really working its wonders right before my eyes..timmy "igor" got 99.6 despite the huge mistake he made..debs did quite well and got into the course she wanted..ed has more than enough in his score to get into
his course.. *sigh* the world is a happy happy place..
this morning work up bright and early cos my mum & sis wanted to go box hill.. my sister got a new phone.. actually i was rather tempted but i guess phones are only material possessions and i hardly ever use my phone much here cos it's so expensive..so yeah..and in any case my dad's plan for his phone line in singapore is ending and he's looking to upgrade..if i'm lucky..very very lucky..he'll give me his nice upgraded flip phone. =D *grin*
then off to find a pair of cheap shoes i can throw away after china as well as some plain polos to wear in china.. =D and bubble cup! i have bubble cup obsessions. i discovered a yummy flavour today.. green apple ice tea..okay..all day mum was in a crappy mood with me so she more or less ignored me..
and i had my piano lesson! surprisingly she couldn't tell i didn't practice at all. i got the scores for lion king!yaaay.. i'm in love with the song.. she gave me a choice between
tears in heaven and
can you feel the love tonight both awesome pieces! =D tears in heaven's gonna be my next choice..anyhow i spent sooo much time on piano today hahaha cos i discovered i knew most of the chords for alot of sheet music i had before..so i've been singing at the top of my lungs with my very out of tune piano.
oh and i tried to cook an egg. okay, the stupid egg.. i cracked it.. and i tried to open it. but it refused to open so i squeezed it harder and with a sickening crunch bits of egg shell crumbled in my hand and egg flew all over. it wasn't very funny at all especially since i ended up totally egged. and i wiped it off with the wrong towel which meant i spent time after that scrubbing towels. =\ riiight. so attempt #1 failed right? cos the egg ended up everywhere except on the bowl.. on to attempt #2!
same thing happened. i gave up on the egg. i had like a quarter of an egg in the end.
anyway today's been overwhelming and yea! chris the genius is treating us to fancy lunch on wednesday at the Tea House to celebrate! = what to weeaaar..a new dilemna.. we're getting chris's present tomorrow.. =D
Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 9:40 PM
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_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
i love plane rides!
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
i'm getting my high all over again
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
i'm like a kid when it comes to plane rides
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
i used to be totally fascinated with airplanes
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
is it true people make out in plane toilets?
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
HAHAH
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
coz i always see it on tv
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
hopefully not
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
i've never seen it in real life
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
yeah...
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
but you see it on t..
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
but apparently umm elizabeth hurley and her boyfriend had sex on the plane
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
HAHA
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
and they have to get their idea from somewhere
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
hahahaahhaahhahahaa
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
=p oh well, first class, you probably have the space.
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
eeeeeeeewwwww2w
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
LOL
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
well people have sex everywhere these days i tell you
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
i don't know whatr happened to the good old fashioned BED.
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
you're having sex..and the airstewardess walks by...
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
"umm...*cough*,,may i offer you with anything?"
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
HAHA
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
LOL
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
"sure.. a condom, maybe two?"
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
"just in case the first one doesn't last "
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
"oh hang on, i'll just go check and see if we have some available."
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
HAHAH
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
"oh dear..it seems like we have run out of supplies"
--> [†] <--PrisFor as long as I shall live I will testify to love says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
HAHAH
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
=p
_xinni* SEVEN DAYS TO GO!. Maurice : "there was a problem with my G string" says:
airline sex is getting more popular these days
alright.. i'm letting it go.. truly surrendering my rights to God.. and i hope His peace fills my heart! 7 days and counting! i'm going on a high as you can see. i totally craved ice kacang today cos of the weather. oh well. it's truly hard being a Christian. the more you know the more you're accountable for. but i never regret His presence in my life. i'll just strive to become more Christlike each day.
ladies and gentlemen, i have an announcement to make.
*cough* i mean.. listen up y'all mah homies. imma makin 'portant announcement.
janean's gone black.
*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
yo ma homie
-.*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
dooh CHA know wherez to gets tha gOld ? ( xmas halos )
-.*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
foh da laaaadiiiieeez
-.*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
xD
-.*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
to wear on the paaartae for the night b4 ma homie jesus has born
-.*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
MY HOMIE XINNI T_T
_xinni* tiny teddies (: says:
ooh
_xinni* tiny teddies (: says:
hello
_xinni* tiny teddies (: says:
what are you, black?
-.*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
yah ma homie
-.*JåÑëÄ₪*.-[.http://shuuemura.blogspot.com/.] says:
whats happenin in the hood of balwyn
i miss you jan!
..anyway (: went to koorung today. don't think i'll blog much cos of my other little book i'm actually writing in now :D
Thursday, December 08, 2005 at 2:41 AM
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rarrr. sooo full ._. i had quite abit of chocolate..ugh.. seriously, chocolate should be a banned substance cos its making me sooo addicted..its like i cant live one single day without chocolate..making me so fat too they should ban the trafficking of chocolate and hang all chocolate traffickers like in singapore o.O and i would be a skinnier and healthier person. just came back from school. i woke up really tired, i tried to roll out of bed and rolled the wrong way instead and rolled into my wall. it was quite painful ._. and WHY do i bother rolling the wrong way out of bed this morning at the unearthly hours of 8am? because of BENA HU that's why. she called me last night and MADE me come today. and i was really stoned and lost when i walked into school today. 2 periods went by, awfully boring. all it did was get me really worried about work experience and what if i don't get my work experience at herald sun?! = i want it soooo bad but theres probably like a million and one people applying for the job. and the age doesn't offer work experience either!! so i was thinking maybe i should try a law firm but i don't know poo about law and i'm not very interested in it to be honest; it's just an alternative career path i would follow if i didn't get my journalism. and all applications are probably due end of december and i'm like leaving next sunday so it's like.. NO TIME..:x there's all these things i need to do..
-get warm clothing from bena.
-get waterproof pants.
-buy the new schoolbooks and planner from campion.
-buy glo's present.
-apply for work experience at at LEAST 2 more places.
raarr!so many things to do, so little time, cos we have mission training like everyday. = =" i have to QUIT eating chocolate. it's really bad. last night we watched a movie called the pineapple story o.O it was about this random missionary dude who was kinda obsessive over his pineapple garden that the smelly natives kept stealing from..and yeh they were kinda funny about it cos he's like blowing up everytime they stole his pineapples and then he's like really sick of it so he gave his pineapple garden to God and yeh, the natives who stole from him were like punished in little ways and he's like all free and happy with no pineapple garden to worry about and the natives go to him and they're like.."you've become a christian cos you're not an angry white man anymore!" hahah :p moral of the story? give up your rights to God and he'll take care of them. in short, surrender everything and lay it all down to God..and the peace of Him will be with you. :) this leads me to wonder.. should i just leave my work experience application up to God? surely i should just apply for a couple more in case, but i have no time to do a resume and stuff. :x okay..thinking of a few people who'd be able to recommend GOOD law firms.. why can't we be in sydney where they have all the cool mags and i can go do work experience?! =( cos melbourne's like a place where everyone comes to live but no one comes to visit =x it's true i tell you, everyone always visits perth and sydney but no one ever comes to melbourne. i've got mission training later. i'm booored. and worried. and tired. cos i stayed up last night. hahaha a few funny things about yesterday..
playing SIMS at gloria's house..we created chris, maurice, pris, glo and me. so of course chris and pris were like the parents. maurice was the poor lonely unwanted uncle. glo and i were the kids.. hee..and our sims were really random. chris's sim started kissing me and my sim was like eew yuck *wipes face with hand* HAHA and we didn't click anything they just did it themselves..he's like my "dad" = =" and maurice and chris started kissing on the lips! hahahah! anyway glo and i were in a really hilarious mood yesterday, we kept cracking up over everything..
verse of the day:
The entire law is summed up in a single command: "Love your neighbour as yourself." Galatians 5:14
sooo. this means to love everyone no matter how detestable they are. quite a bit of work isn't it? to love the people that drive you up the wall, and not just to love them but to love them as much as you love yourself, which i daresay in my case, is alot. i mean, to give them the same kind of consideration i would give myself! it's absolutely unthought of, but it's what God demands. and how do we do that..?:) through his strength!
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 4:45 PM
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sick, that's what the past 2 days have been. anyway.. the more we prepare for missions the more i realize that i have so much to do in terms of spiritual preparation. anyway, it's 2 weeks away and i really just can't wait! school's a poo..why do we have to go to school? :'( its soo blackmail to get my courses.. ugh. i love meteor garden songs!
Sunday, December 04, 2005 at 1:31 PM
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1.where have you been an hour ago?
[x] tidying up the pigsty i call a room :)
2.state your name?
[x] xinni lim
3.do you like your name?
[x] no, not really. everyone always pronounces it wrong. WHY oh WHY do i not have a simple english christian name?
4.can you remember what you did on the first day of your school?
[x] when? in my life? probably held on to my mum tight and refuse to go to school. this year, nervously walking into balwyn high feeling like i was about to throw up.
5. what do you want to be ten years from now?
[x] flying everywhere as a journalist! it doesn't matter as long as i have a fulfilling life.
6.what did u feel upon receiving emails?
[x] uh.. okay.
7.at what age you first learned to use a pc?
[x] ten :D
8.have you ever eaten any exotic food?
[x] i refuse XD
9.what was the last illness that you had?
[x] ..my eyes are always giving me crap. i have hayfever now anyway.
10.do you like listening to rap music?
[x] if i'm in the mood. these days, not particularly.
11.have you ever thought of driving the train touni ?
[x] ..eh..?
12.what did you do last 1st November 2004?
[x] hunt for houses and schools in melbourne.
13.which do you prefer? sunny days or rainy days?
[x] sunny definitely. sunshine girl :)
15.what perfume do you have?
[x] love dior. i don't use it though.
16.what is the brand of your first wristwatch?
[x] flik flak :D those really cute kiddish ones. it had a neon yellow strap with little elephants on it .
17.look behind. what do you see?
[x] the photocopier and printer and scanner and telephone.
18.say something about the person whom you like?
[x] ...
19.do you sing while you are bathing?
[x] no. i end up swallowing water.
20.what did you have for breakfast today?
[x] no breakfast. i love my milo cereal though.
21.the last dream that you remember?
[x] boxes. i had lots of boxes in front of me and i kept on picking it up and trying to stack it but it always fell down and i got really pissed and started stacking faster and faster and eventually everything fell on me and i woke up o.O
22.what do you usually say when you meet a person?
[x] :D hi.
23.do you agree that "to forgive is to forget"?
[x] well..true forgiveness i guess..i agree.
24.can you ride a bicycle?
[x] yeah, haven't ridden one in ages though unless those exercise bikes in gym count.
25.last thing you held before using the computer?
[x] um. the Dustbuster :D helping my mum clean up.
26.where is the place you always dreamed of?
[x] neverland :)
27.when was the last time your tears fell?
[x] watching meteor garden..*sigh*
28.are you goin to leave your parents in time?
[x] yes of course, i won't parasite off them when i earn my own money.
30.at what age you are ready to get married?
[x] when God tells me i'm ready.
31.long hair or spikey?
[x] long for girls. spikey for guys :D
32.first person to run to if you are depressed?
[x] depends on what it is.
33.whats the last movie you watched?
[x] HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER!!..:D i'm very excited.
34.who was the last person you smsed?
[x] uhm.. i can't remember, my credit ran out ages ago and i cbs topping it up.
35.what was your worst flood experience?
[x] never flooded :D
36.were you attracted to a person ten years olderthan you?
[x] how old is dao ming si? or chad michael murry? or michael vartan? or oliver james? or orlando bloom?
37.are you happy at this point of ur life?
[x] i am.. okay. i could be happier but i'm not exactly wallowing in sorrow either.
38.what do you want to eat tomorrow?
[x] sushi :D
39.are you in love now?
[x] ....
40.with whom?
[x] ....
Saturday, December 03, 2005 at 1:30 AM
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2nd December 2005.
i woke up on time for once and decided to hike to whitehorse road to maccas where everyone was meeting, instead of taking a lift. guess what. it started drizzling halfway and i still had one massive hill to climb. - but anyway, when i got to the top, half wet and quite miserable.. i heard a tinny voice calling.."shiiiinny!" and i'm like..huh.? and i saw bena in the car. o.O someone looks grown up, that's if you just look at her face =p bena was a gorgeous 16 year old yesterday. *BIG HUG* ..not that bena would see this. so i got in the car and the first thing i said was.."bena, you're the shortest 16 year old i know." =p at maccas we took group pics while waiting for janean to arrive, and everyone was going on about the nguyen tuong van case. apparently it's like peanuts in singapore cos capital punishment for drug trafficking's the norm. everyone here's like..omggggg..barbaric etc etc. can't blame them i guess, singapore can be awfully stubborn although i have to say, for whatever reasons he did it, it was pretty dumb to pass by singapore of all places. we took more random pictures on the tram (XD i'm glad i'm 14 cos i pay concession and everyone else pays NOT =p) and finally reached vic gardens..and it was all wet there by then. :) vic gardens! i walked in and i'm like..oooh i've been here. so we got concession tickets (XD me buying again), and pris gloria and i escaped to write bena's dedications in her book. i think most of what i wanted to say is in there..but in any case..
bena..you're an awesome friend..being here for me all this year and helping me in sooo many ways that i can't even list them down now..we share so many memories and i hope that no matter which classes or spares we get next year we'll continue to remain as close as ever..:) and then harry potter started..o.O very very hot guy! cedric diggory is cuuuute. when he appeared our row had a collective "ooOooOoOOh." victor krum's such a beef. he's like a grunty tank XD but still, it kinda fits the role. and what's with cho chang? i thought she was supposed to be hot. HOT!! i repeat.. HOT!!! ..and she's like.. OKAY. but she's got an
accent. a very strong one too. gee. hermione's so much prettier. this reminds me. hermione's spelt like that, not hermonie. :p HAHA. i was talking to aaron the other day and he was telling me that "hermonie's chio." :p funny guy. it lasted forever and everyone kept getting up to piss. i wish the movie was longer though :( oh and i want to watch chronicles of narnia. :D revisit my childhood. after that we had lunch..overrated japanese food..and went to ikea to take a million and one pictures. i wanna live in ikea! :D it's such a nice pretty place =p i love going to ikea. ok..hee =D i went to whittlesea today and it's like a hole.. == everything was totally overrated and i was
bored out of my mind. i even fed the birds. yes, i was THAT bored. i don't get my parents' fascination for holes. it all looks the same anyway, and all you see are cows or seaside. where's the attraction man! anyway, i had some unresolved issues and now i'm all happy and light..the power of prayer comes through as usual :) and it's 2 weeks before i go to china..seems like there's a million and one things to do. i just wanted to say..i love all my friends very very much. :)
Friday, December 02, 2005 at 11:22 PM
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HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY BENA.
*yawn* i'm going to sleep. i'm horribly tired. blog about today, tomorrow. :)
oh, and read janean's blog to see our day at myer's =p annoying the crap out of the salespeople.
Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 12:49 AM
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hello. :D i've decided not to blog about family. it gets too depressing. today was boooring. i did the same old regular things, and now i'm attempting to read catcher in the rye. it's awfully random and i keep losing my train of thought. ok..i shall do.. twenty things people don't know about xinni.
1) i have a security pillow. it's pink and small, and about 8 years old, on account of the fact that i threw up on my original baby pillow after eating too much ice cream and wouldn't stop crying till i got a new one.
2) when i get cut at people, i always say i'm not anyway. but you'll know i am, unless you're really hopelessly stupid.
3) i pick at my nails instead, and so if you see me picking my nails, i'm either bored of out my mind, or cut. i am trying very hard to grow my nails cos i wanna get a manicure but i don't actually dare to show my nails to anyone at the moment.
4) i have bumps on my fingers when i write too much, and it's really gross. my fingers are crooked and stubby and short. -in conclusion i have ugly hands.
5) i hate raw food. i never eat anything raw. never bring me for japanese food. or anything gourmet like escargot, cos i'll refuse to eat it.
6) my secret desire is to find pride rock. like, in lion king. or the rock that little mermaid sings on. i want my very own thinking rock.
7) heres the list of celebrity guys that i've loved :D -oliver james, orlando bloom, dao ming si..(i can't bring myself to call him jerry cos that's too close to f4, and gayness.) chad michael murray, michael vartan. (extremely hot guy in alias.) notice all the very gentlemanly nice ones.
8) when i was young i wanted to eat my goldfish cos someone told me that fishes could be eaten, and i thought my goldfish was edible. it looked pretty yummy swimming around all orangey anyway. i stuck my hand into the tank and attempted to catch the goldfish. i think i gave it a heart attack cos it died the next day.
9) i go through Stages. i had a recluse bookworm stage in primary school, a rebel dummy stage in secondary school, and the..unsure..thinking stage at the moment. i ever went through a ear-piercing stage. at one time, i had like..six earholes.
10) my dream is to be a journalist =D go asian journalists! i want to travel around the world.
11) i'm a sucker for romance stories, and movies. go chickflicks!
12) i have ducky feet. really wide feet, though short. which makes it awfully hard to find pretty shoes that don't kill my feet after like ten minutes = ="
13) i have an ugly scar from chicken pox. if you see it, don't ask. cos i hate people asking. i've already told you that!
14) i don't get tanned, i get sunburnt and i peel really grossly. and i'm still the same pasty color underneath after i peel, so i'm considering fake tan.
15) i want to let loose and do something wild, but i can't decide what just yet.
16) i want a personal fairy godmother. it would be nice to have someone magic looking out for me once in awhile.
17) i've always thought of hubbies as teapots, so please, if you have a boyfriend,
never introduce him by saying "this is my hubby." cos i'll immediately think, TEAPOT.
18) i have a younger sister who's taller and skinner and looks older than i do, which is a shame, really, cos everything ends up thinking she's older. we don't even look related.
19) i'm an aunty of ..i don't know. eight to ten little rugrats whose names i can't really remmeber.
20) my favourite food is chocolate..ha..but i think everyone know's that. i'm a junk foodie.
