情非得已
難以忘記初次見妳　一雙迷人的眼睛
在我腦海裡 妳的身影　揮散不去
握妳的雙手感覺妳的溫柔　真的有點透不過氣
妳的天真 我想珍惜　看到妳受委曲 我會傷心 喔
只怕我自己會愛上妳　不敢讓自已靠的太近
怕我沒什麼能夠給你　愛妳也許要很大的勇氣
只怕我自己會愛上妳　也許有天會情不自禁
想念只讓自已苦了自己　愛上妳是我情非得已
什麼原因
我竟然又會遇見你 我真的真的不願意
就這樣陷入愛的陷阱

so stuck on this song and meteor garden lately..i know, i can't believe myself! officially labelled a sucker. it's now 1 pm and i just woke up cos i stayed up last night watching my dao ming shi.. *heart melts* even though his dress sense in the show is shit, he still looks hot anyway..and i found someone to agree that dao ming shi's the best instead of lei! :D poo to bena and melina, who are googoo over lei. he's so quiet! but i get it, it's the strong and silent thing. =x i figure i hate waking up in the mornings just to hear my mum nag. nag nag nag nag nag. ugh. yesterday was a good day, not counting nighttime. went to school for course confo..YAY..my results don't suck and i changed like half my subjects -.-" but now i get to do 3/4!! kay..jan just called.. :D we are bored bored people and so we're going to westfield later. oh shuuucks i should just get her her present right there. ok..anyway..i attempted to do the whole "forgiveness and bitterness" mission homework, but as soon as i tried dad cracked it at me, so i decided to shut up ._. ooh i can't wait for friday to see daniel radcliffe! ok..so after course confo, we lingered around on a high and bena and melina bummed at my house for awhile watching meteor garden. *happy sigh* :p he is so hot! ok..then i came online and had a random convo with jonadab, yes, he is random. confuses me, that boy. he's gone goth, apparently. what's the fascination with goth? i don't get it. heap on the eyeliner and lipstick. or whatever. gosh, wears more makeup that girls that i know. and had several other random conversations with even randommer people whom i hardly talk to in real life. ><" i miss aderyl. i miss how we used to crack up for no reason and not be able to stop laughing. and i miss everyone, heaps. i just realized i talk to heaps of singapore people. denny hasn't changed much =p zm's still an ass, but a nice one. :D and aderyl's my wonderful bubbly girl :D ok..anyway mums started nag nag nag omg i'm escaping now bye!